Get Me Off This Roller Coaster

Granny here,

Well, received the counter offer on the house I 'thought' I was buying but it seems that the owner doesn't want to cooperate. What's wrong with him anyway, lol. I'm pretty good at haggling but I really just wanted to get this over with. This roller coaster ride is making me sick and I don't like being sick if you know what I mean.

With all the information I have on the owner and the house his profit margin is way out of line for what effort he has put into this house, virtually nothing other than buying it out of foreclosure and putting it back on the market. I think a $30,000 profit for that little bit of effort is asking a lot and I don't know if I'm his sucker or not. I may be old but I'm still a bargain hunter.

The house is fair, the neighborhood is not my desired neighborhood but it will do in a pinch and may improve with the coming years, who knows, it has been known to happen.

I think I could be happy there but God may have other plans and from the get go of this venture I have ask Him  to be in charge. But one thing about God, He doesn't let you in on it until it's all over, is that fair but if He did it any other way where would our faith kick in, if we see everything then where is the need for faith? No following God is like walking in the dark you just keep taking one step at a time until you see the light and sometimes it ain't easy my friends, no not easy at all.

I've been walking this way for over 50 years and it has proven to be the only way to go. God has never let me down, never forsaken me, never turned His back but He has let me fall on my face a time or two and He was always there to pick me up and brush me off. As I said before it isn't always easy but sometimes very necessary for our faith to get stronger and the more we use it the stronger it will get and right now I'm beginning to feel like Samson.

God has the answer to my dilemma and He will let me know what to do in due time. God doesn't do things on our time table but He is never late so I'll keep trusting, believing, praying but until that time somebody get me off this roller coaster!!!!!!!!!

Granny here, just saying